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COSMIC AWAKENING X: ATONEMENT

DHARMA 10: CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION

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“Every ending begins with the humility to rise again.”—EXCERPT FROM CHAPTER 10 OF COSMIC AWAKENING: THE CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION by Thavirack Oukdee

CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION

CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION is the paradoxical process of rising to a higher state of consciousness only after the ego has been utterly defeated and humbled. The true spiritual height cannot be reached through pride or ambition, but only through a downward journey into the AEGIS OF GAIA.

THE GRAVITY OF GRACE: I contend that the soul is like a bird that must first land on the soil of humility to find the leverage to fly.

  • CRESTFALLEN: This represents the state of being detected or brought low by the failure of one’s own ego. This becomes a holy disappointment, yet it is the moment an individual stops trying to control the universe and accepts the PRIMORDIAL AXIOM.

  • ASCENSION: Once you are weightless (having dropped the heavy baggage of your identity), the natural buoyancy of the AMALGAM NEBULA pulls you upward.

THE EXIT FROM CEREBRAL LAMENTATION: CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION is the primary cure. Instead of fighting the sorrow of the mind, you surrender to it completely. By becoming CRESTFALLEN, you stop the internal rebuttal and allow the GODDESS INVOCATION to ground you.

THE BROKEN WING METAPHOR: I often use this metaphor of a broke wing: The wing that has healed from a break is the strongest part of the bird.

  • The break: Represents the HELLFIRE INDIGNATION where the ego is snapped.

  • The healing: It is in the CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION where the soul learns a new, more resilient way to soar

© THAVIRACK OUKDEE

THE ASCENSION CYCLE BREAKDOWN:

  • The descent is the experience of admitting your CEREBRAL LAMENTATION and failures of the ego. The spiritual rest is CRESTFALLEN ASCENSION or total humility.

  • The anchor is connected to the Earth via the AEGIS OF GAIA. The spiritual result is stability or the launchpad.

  • The rise is found in the I and floating into the AMALGAM NEBULA

* Note that those who try to ascend without first being CRESTFALLEN will always be pulled back down by their own gravity (burden).

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